Sara's Senior Session

Last week I had the honor of photographing Ms. Sara's Senior photos. I really enjoyed my time with her. I learned about her trip to Costa Rica and her Spanish speaking skills. We also talked about the future and what Sara wants to do with her life. One thing I know for sure is that this girl has a good head on her shoulders. She's smart, beautiful and knows how to rock a leopard print mini skirt. She is the whole package. Watch out world, here she comes!

Letters from my loved ones-Part I

I save letters. Cards. Postcards. Little sticky notes with sweet nothings written on them. I save them because I know that one day I will pull out one of those letters or cards and read something nice that someone gave to me. With the fast paced techy world and convenience of email or facebook most of us have resorted to sending people messages via the internet. While I believe this is a great way to stay in touch with people, I still believe that there's nothing better than a little snail mail or an unexpected note from someone special.

Today I was looking for my other shoe. I kneeled down onto my floor, tucked my bed skirt inbetween my mattresses to find my missing my shoe and "Ahhh haa!" I didn't find my shoe, but something else caught my attention. Two hat boxes sitting on the floor full of letters, cards, post it notes, and post cards. I pulled them out knowing I wasn't in any hurry and began reading.

As I was thumbing through all the goodies I found a letter from my dad. It was a letter he gave me when I turned 18. I started to read and began to absorbe the message he was "gifting" me. I am SO glad I save letters!

Here is part of his message: "God has given you desires in your heart that are good. He's given you the talents to compliment those desires. To reach your full potential you must be focused and work hard, I know you have worked hard already, but I think you know deep down in your heart that you have held back. You can do it! I love you Jessica! You are a great treasure, a pristine jewel. You have my heart forever. The future is right now Jess. - Dad"

Of course I cried when I read his letter. Growing up, my dad would always tell me "You are full of potential. You don't even know how great you could be." Most of the time he was referring to basketball. Car rides after games were full of conversations about fundamentals, using the backboard, timidness, and not passing up opportunities to score. I knew he was right. I was afraid of failure and disapointing my team, my coach, my family. So, I would hold back. A lot. When it comes to my adult life I've become a little more bold. But I can still feel myself holding back at times. Afraid that my work, my talents, or my gifts won't be received well by others. Self belief has been a process for me. Some days I wake up and I feel like I can conquere the world. Other days the doubt creeps in and hangs over my head like a big, fat, dark rain cloud. My dad's message was so powerful to read because I understand exactly what he is saying.

God has given you desires in your heart that are good. He's given you the talents to compliment these desires. To reach your full potential you MUST be focused and work hard. The future is now.

Katy's All Grown Up

You know how we all ask, "where did the time go?" Well, I'm going to ask that right now! Katy is a senior at Amity High School. A senior?? How did this happen? Where did the time go? I have known Katy pretty much her whole life. Her mom and aunts used to babysit me when I was a little girl. The Robinson's and the Kitchin's (this is my maiden name and yes that's Kitchin with an I) lived just a few doors down from one another on 19th street in Northeast Salem. That street is still one of my favorite places on earth. I would meander down to the Robinson's house to play with...well anyone that would entertain me. Tracy, Terri and Tricia. The three Robinson girls with the coolest "big girl" rooms ever. I always wanted to be just like them. As I grew up I would borrow their halloween costumes. Minnie Mouse, and my personal favorite, an authentic North Salem High School cheerleading uniform. I felt so special wearing that I'm surprised I never pursued cheer in high school. Well, Terri's first child is Katy. I remember her as being sweet, engergetic, a good listener and a great little girl. I got to babysit her and her younger brother when I was a teenager. Katy was a nurturer and was not afriad to take charge of any situation. She always looked out for her brother when I was with the two of them. She had this courageous spirit that filled any room she was in. I remember watching her run in circles through her house just like it was yesterday. Where did the time go? Katy has turned out to be a beautiful young woman. I was lucky enough to take her senior photos last weekend and I cannot count how times I would look at her through the lens and say (out loud) "Oh my goodness!" She was literally taking my breath away. I really hope she knows how beautiful she is. Thank you Katy (and aunt Tracy/Tricia) for picking me to take your senior photos. I feel blessed to have shared that time with you. All of you. Enjoy this slideshow of your senior pictures! Hugs, Jessica